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Rant of Neamlaor Pt 6

Sat Nov 22, 2008, 1:08 AM
  • Mood: Lazy
  • Reading: Nana Vol 4
  • Watching: Harold and Kumar 2
  • Playing: GTA IV
  • Drinking: Beer
All right time for another segment of "RANT OF NEAMLAOR!!" The Rant that has no rules that anything goes. The rant that allows you to express yourself and your opinions without feeling gulity of being incorrect. Anyways there's something that bothers me for no reason and that's: "People who Abuse Their Power"

Seriously those kind of people make me sick and thinking why they can get away with anything they want? Why are there assholes still in this goddamn world that we live in? Frankly I have no fucking clue....... so a recent incident that involves one of my close D.A friends: "Karla-Chan" has her dealing with some bitch who happens to be a "Bata Tester" here. She's bashing on poor Karla because a deviation that has to do with seizures. While Karla being calm and using logic reasoning to ask the artist to take down the image because it's causing her to faint you got some dumbasses starting to pick a fight with her telling her that she shouldn't use the computer if flashing images will cause her to faint. Hell some people who commented on that deviation thought Seizures are cool?!! WTF?!! First Seizures aren't cool at all!! They're harmful and can cause death........remember what happen with that Episode of Pokemon with Porygon and when Pikachu used Thunderbolt and what happen................ those watching the show in Japan start getting all fucked up!! So after she posts journals about the incident again the Bata Tester and her cronies again start to give Karla shit which leads to some of her friends to defend her honor. I however tried my best to calm her down to ease her pain. Thus she gave me the topic idea that I'm writing on now. Anyways I get annoyed with Moderators and even Administrators because just as long they're these high offical enforcers. Does that give them the right to be jerks? They enforce unfair and bullshit rules and to me I don't like the rules.

As soon as they are given that power that song "I got The Power" by SNAP starts playing like some fucking victory music. Anyways when given to a Teenager you feel you want to punch them in the face. See I was in a club which is run by a rising starlet voice actress who I shall not name but for those who know who I'm talking about? I quit that damn club because not only I didn't belong but their mods were these high and mighty snobby dickheads who brag about their so called fame. While thinking clearly I figure that Greed and selfish acts tend to corrupt the mind hence I beleive that's how people abuse their power. A good example whould be "Scarface" but that's my opinion and if you got your own feel free to express yourself. Plus I'm sick and tired of having no talent jealous artists bash on her for putting up nude artwork and including some retarded horndogs trying to hit on her, guys who don't even know her. Me on the other hand I respect Karla and won't go that far to ask her to do something she's uncomfortable with.

Okay enough of that I haven't done a rant since August 28 because now I have to spend days going to "Anger Management" Classes AKA "Sensitive Training" hence why some of my rants are tone down but then again I don't follow their little guideline. Sadly people are going to ask me why so angry and implusive all of a sudden? My Answer: People piss me off in general . Since the age of 13 I have lost my sanity and of course snapped all thanks to suffering and humiation. Now my records of what ills me is labeled as:
Chronic/Paranoid Schizophrenia, Borderline Personality Disorder, Episodic depression, Posttraumatic stress disorder,Uncontrollable rage, Rage Disorder with Psychotic features, Delusional disorder, Homicidal tendencies, and
Insomnia.


Now thinking about it you might say: Damn dude you're psycho?!! Well blame it on the popular and preppy kids as well my family that fucked my life over. As the saying goes: "Wounds will heal but Scars will remain." For the class I got at least a couple of months left to spend the time listening to stories I have no desire to hear. However I give a detailed story on what happens when I go to the classes. So that's it for now and of course I give many thanks and credit to :iconkarla-chan: for giving me the who topic idea about people abusing their powers.

Later!

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:iconhyday-shido:
WOW that was a long read. though not as long as SOME of your rants :lmao:

sadly it always gose back to that old saying, absolute power corrupts absolutely. hopefuly oboma will be diffrent.


man how ya been? i mean whats been goin on?

also i hope you have a nice thanksgiving. (weather your going out to eat with friends, family or just chillin by yourself watchin hentai i hop you have fun lol)

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:iconn316:
I've been sick and going to Anger Management classes hence why my rants aren't as long or extreme as before but the meds I have to take don't work since they told me to take 5 different pills I end up with a "Stroke". For Thanksgiving I have no idea what I'm going to do with my family since they drive me insane but of course I won't be watching Hentai since I got myself playing GTA IV, Smackdown VS RAW 2009, Mortal Kombat VS DC Universe, and of course I got "Metal Slug 7" for DS via mail which means I will be blowing more shit up in the Metal Slug Tank!

As for Obama well McCain was there having some sort of meeting with him and hopefuly Obama isn't a pure "Oreo" Actually I wanted to put a subject about Obama being the first Black President and poke fun on the White people who were upset when McCain lost but didn't have time. Plus on the subject I was going to Bash on Sarah Palin again. As for those who abuse their power a perfect Example is of course: Voice Actress/Cosplayer: Kira Buckland AKA "Rina Chan" along with her members of the "Voice Acting Club"

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:iconkarla-chan:
Thanks for your support, i didn't even ask the artist to take it down, i asked if he could post a preview image. Which he was fine with.

And it is common for people who have one mental disorder to have more then one, your more prone to them. I have a friend who is training to be a metal nurse and she told me about that.

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:iconn316:
Well those disorders just appear becuase I have suffered so much, Trauma, humuliation and heart-break for a long time that it made me all paranoid that one day my mind snapped apart and I went insane.

While The anti-depresent meds along with the other meds that I have take to ease the pain it cuased a stroke for me.

Also when my ex not only betray my trust after admitting that she was having an affair with her now current husband but the fact she lied to me that the child she was pregnant with wasn't even mine and made me do all this shit for her. So to me it's best not to remind me of my past exprences.

Plus I'm sick and tired of people giving you crap. Since the quote about my rant is: "If you're in the rant, You're not safe" in sense you were in the rant but it wasn't bashing on your or being negitive though.

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:iconkarla-chan:
yeah, i have a few things wrong with me due to trauma, but they are not fully sure and still are looking into it. I think trauma is a fairly common cause on a mental disorder.

How well have you recovered from the stoke, because i know they are really bad and can kill you, and that those who live don't always fully recover, hopefully you did well because you are young. have they put you on better tablets to try and prevent it happening again? Or changed the dose?

I am glad that you care when people give me crap :hug:

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:iconn316:
I'm doing okay and as for the pills I decided against orders that I plan to stop taking meds to cure whatever ills me since they actually make it worst than curing me. I gotten the stroke during the time you were harrassed for that seizure pic and couldn't help as much. So it bugs me that people give you a lot of crap and I decided to help you out whenever I can despite the fact what "Mark W" said about my Ex and said how I can't keep a good relationship which made me think about :iconsaenda: And what he said really gave me a hard shot towards my ego.

Thinking about it that compassion from a special person is what I'm missing and making feel that I'm not even alive anymore.

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:iconkarla-chan:
Yikes i didn't know it was then *hug* i hope you fully recover. And not many people find the right person at our age it takes time, you have to keep trying with people and hope you find that special someone. And i bet he has had girls he has split up with and visa versa, these things happen.

I think you should talk to the doctor about your meds and tell him they seem to make you worse so they can help you, not taking them can cause health issues as well, especailly suddenly stop taking them.

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:iconn316:
Thanks, glad at least one person paid attention to the topic. Well Mark W is of course married to a woman like him and she's a pain in the ass as well.

As for love well I decided to focus on my own life rather to think of relationships since I had many betrayals due to women. Like I told "My-Valium" "I don't like guys because they take the women I like (Making a statement that I won't become gay despite the fact I like cute things) and I don't like girls because they fall for the pretty boys that I/we hate" thus to your statement that both genders suck in general. Think about it people like seeing me suffer and to prove how cold and heartless they can be. Thus I should have the right to inflict psysical harm towards them without restrictions.

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:iconkarla-chan:
I see, it is good to focus on your own life and try to improve it because i think you will find some one if you don't look, it will just happen.

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